emilia

19. she/her. lesbian. i just want to be skinny lmao

[emilia @fruitsed]

@peachyykenn happy birthday omg!!!

[emilia @fruitsed]

i’m skipping the only class i even like because i feel shitty and don’t want to learn even tho bio is legit my favorite subject. i’m getting bad again!!! fun!!!

[emilia @fruitsed]

i disappeared for like five months bc i was trying to get better but it did Not work and now i’m just sad and fat and alone so. hi again everyone

[emilia @fruitsed]

i spent the last two months trying to eat normally and recover but all that happened is i gained ten pounds and i still want to kill myself so ya girl is back on her bullshit

[emilia @fruitsed]

my stomach just growled for like five seconds like oh my god bitch we get it ur hungry

[emilia @fruitsed]

sometimes u just gotta ghost all ur friends for a little bit am i right

[emilia @fruitsed]

i have another date tomorrow with them but i’m rlly scared about it. like is this just normal anxiety and i should push past it or should i do what makes me feel better and cancel??? but also if i cancel i’m gonna feel shitty so idk :(

[emilia @fruitsed]

@rikka_misu lmao that’s valid!

[emilia @fruitsed]

i feel so gross drinking coke zero at 11am but i’m tired and need caffeine but don’t want to waste cals on coffee with creamer

[emilia @fruitsed]

@115please thats valid !!! i’m gonna try that thank u!!

[emilia @fruitsed]

i’m 200 below maintenance but i want to die why did i eat ice cream and a chocolate bar AND gummy bears like why am i so fat

[emilia @fruitsed]

@115please i..... this is so smart.... how do i buy skinny syrup without my mom being like 👀 tho

[emilia @fruitsed]

no offense but i’m a fatass

[emilia @fruitsed]

@biggrlsmallwrld u deserve better friends than ppl who invalidate ur identity just bc of ur dating history! coming out is hard and u deserve to be treated nicely and know that ur valid!

[emilia @fruitsed]

@biggrlsmallwrld u don’t need to have been in a relationship with a certain gender to be valid in ur sexuality!!! ur valid and still bi/pan even if u never date a girl!!

[emilia @fruitsed]

ppl who see u feeling bad and send u nice dms are truly angels especially if they don’t even follow u like. wow. ur rlly the purest person alive huh

[emilia @fruitsed]

i was rlly tired this morning but i didn’t wanna waste calories on coffee bc i can’t drink black coffee so instead i poured a coke zero into my water bottle and drank that. i am Not valid

[emilia @fruitsed]

@115please literally me last night what a mood

[emilia @fruitsed]

@sugarcafes u don’t deserve any punishment u deserve to eat and be happy 💞

[emilia @fruitsed]

@Sex_Vampires thanks but. oof

[emilia @fruitsed]

i want to KILL MYSELF i’m at maintenance and i know that’s not bad but why did i eat so many cheez it’s i want to die