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MINORS DNF thank you‼️
old as shit (tw 30), obviously autistic, useless masc, drugs are why I haven’t killed myself :)

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i’ve been signed up for a lot of post-discharge groups. one is for substance use recovery. i agreed to all of this a while ago so i could be changed from involuntary to voluntary so i could leave early. but lol in hospital i still wanted to get high and so i did and i will always

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

also i’m fat as fuck and too ashamed to even open my ed account :)) i’m almost a healthy weight. idek what i want out of life so i’m just getting high to ignore it. i want recovery from my ed and i don’t. at least there are substances.

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i released myself from hospital ama yesterday and it’s been under 24 hrs since my discharge and i’m already high smh

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i haven’t tested them because i crave death

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

also got a new 4dd3r4ll xr source and they’re dosed higher too thank u jesus but they are also making me break out in rashes so that’s cool and fun

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

even stimulants aren’t helping anymore i’m so depressed and anxious 🤪

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

coffee fucks me up so bad, my heart starts pounding and i get anxious as hell, BITCH YOUVE DONE METH

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i lost my only script 4dd3r4ll source fuck man i don’t have the energy to ask around or do ANYTHING right now. i guess there’s always meth. yippee

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i’m never horny when restricting, sex is whatever when i’m grossly horny otherwise, but if i found a girl who could get me a pharmacy script to 4dd3r4ll ir i would do anything she’d want i’m so sick of smashing/chewing these nasty-ass xr pills just so i can stop taking meth

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

took xanax last night bc i got prescription not pressed and wanted 2 kno if it only fucks me when it’s some random shit in pressed and i did it so i would sleep thru binge urges and wake up feeling sick and that all happened unfortunately that doesnt affect my eating at ALL FFS

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i was watching a podcast on youtube and someone in the comments mentioned their sobriety and how it was the best decision they made and that everyone should do it so i thought the hosts would talk about their drug use but that never happened. yet vegans have the bad rep 🥲

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

flower will always be my favourite.

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[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i took lyrica at what used to be a low useless dose to me and it still is messing me up. i’m so confused. i lost my tolerance to everything. WHY

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

i don’t have “minors dnf” in my bio. shit that was an accident, i had to block a minor :( hope he’s doing ok. like in general. he won’t give a fuck that i blocked him lol

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

holy shit i didn’t realize more people have followed me i’m so sorry yall give me a second i have to figure out if it’s just scam accounts lol

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

@irlbmi2 that’s so funny lmfaoo 😭😭😭😭 i hate getting those notifications even when it’s from other random accounts, like i get it, my accounts are small! chill. no i don’t want to see some random person’s body check in my notifications

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

this account is so dead twitter is sending me notifications about my other account 😭

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

didn’t even realize pregabalin could go that far with hallucinations (rather i assumed i’d be so drowsy i wouldn’t be awake if i ever took that much), and all of this came out of nowhere. i mean a win is a win my tolerance decreased but i would like to know… yk……. WHY…………

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

man tf i took a 6mg edible last night because i had to know if my tolerance was totally gone and it kind of is??? it was a boring experience but i was finding 500mg boring and it basically just felt the exact same. now i know why ppl think 500 is a high dose SORRY I GET IT NOW

[hunter is on twittr @gabafreak]

it was as if i had never drank coffee in my life. i would drink a tiny amount of caffeine and in 30 minutes my anxiety would blast off for the rest of the day. that’s also what happened recently with lyrica when i took a dose that SHOULD work for me but i started hallucinating, i