i feel like i have to emphasize that your relationship with your family, friends, or peers gets destroyed while having an ed. the constant lying about food and weight really makes people not trust you
its so sad understanding the politics of skinniness and the desire for people to keep women weak and meek etc and still continuing to desire it bc youβre sick :(
i kind of forgot, but the reason i kept going at such a young age was because i thought that a lower weight = more worry and pity from people. basically peopleβs kindness and worrying
Having an eating disorder is crazy because it's the ultimate act of self hatred and yet people will look you in the eyes and tell you you're only doing this because you hate fat people.
another hot ish take but its mostly just a plead for ppl on edtwt cuz some of yall are saying this way too often and way too casually, and its driving me insane