Itโs ludicrous, this so-called lack of control.
Ludicrous, how? See for yourselfโ
I should not, and will never,
control others' behavior,
yet the desire remains.
Will I ever find someone genuine from the start,
until the end, or will this cycle last my entire life?
I wonโt give upโ
I hope itโs not too late.
I donโt want to persist in this stone-like state,
no life, just grayness and stillness.
One of the guys came to me and briefly explained that the man was a security guard who had gotten drunk and had lost the ability to comprehend anything. Sense of relief overwhelmed me. I was such a fool to believe in paranormal.