juniper

tw ed vent account | 33 | they/them | cw: 112, gw: 100

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

is it my anemia or because I'm restricting?? what a fun game #edtwt #dizzyaf

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

so close to my first gw omg #edtwt

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@cardio_cokezero you shed the lining of your intenstines too so it might not all be food 👍

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

trying to eat normally today wish me luck? #edtwt

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

every time I try to restrict more my nose starts bleeding #edtwt

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@spoopymerlin me too, so much XD

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@whoopsiedoopsi cucumber, tomato, apple cider vinegar salad 😊

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

I keep watching ed documentaries and stuff and they keep going "get help as soon as possible" and I'm like... nah. #edtwt

should I try to recover? probably. do I want to? not really. this is the only thing in my life I can control right now.

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@honey3b33 I'm 33 and it's so weird. it feels like everyone on ed twt is half my age.

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@nomoreIosingwar walking, dancing if you like to dance

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

ugh I ate over 1200 calories today and I feel so gross. 😫 really want to start restricting more.

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@rottenf1esh eating the rich doesn't count XD

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@anxietyscarf peanut butter 😆

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@bone_silhouette yes and it's terrible. I'm anxious about it all the time.

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

I shouldn't feel guilty for eating more than 1200 calories today, that's an adequate amount of food

(I still feel guilty though 🙃)

[⋆ ⋆𝓵𝓮𝔁⋆ ⋆ @venombabyxo]

for someone who's so afraid of food, I sure do think about it a lot

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

@airytaste beef broth is like my favorite thing 😂

[juniper @happynotfeeling]

lost five pounds aaaah! 🙌😭🎉