A Music head, guitarist, secular, scorpio, pastel goth is love, grunge is life, a sculpture geek, a fine arts freak كون اني عملتلك فولو ده في حد ذاته شئ عظيم.
Knowing my life will inevitably end by suicide is wild, it’s like I’m a ticking time bomb just waiting to find out what will finally push me over the edge 👋🏼
Recovering from a mental illness without any help is so fucking hard. No therapy, no medication, nobody to talk to that gets it. It's just all you trying to change your thinking patterns/healthy coping strategies by yourself. Not even knowing if you want to get better or worse.