Starving yourself as a trans boy is such a joke because your goals will be shit like this and you convince yourself you can do it but then most likely in the end you will just look more feminine and prolly pass less
@rariizzoo when i realize the cope isnt working i try to give up on it,, i WAS clean for 5 months cuz i thought it was stupid. i dont know how to exactly explain it english isnt my first language but i just hope u get better <3 u can dm me btw!!