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[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

lil intro ~

new to edtwt

she/her afab

I’m autistic & newly physically disabled

cw- don’t even want to say
gw- 120lbs max

minors dni please

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(pics aren’t me)

moothunt edrtwt wl

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

omg I weighed myself at the gym and I actually weigh less than my old broken scale told me I did so that just made my entire night yayayay

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@eddayde yes!! tbf my first weight log was taken at night and the latest one was in the morning so that probably played a factor too

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

logged it wrong in the app apparently bc it’s actually 8 lbs🥹 just this week

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@jadieskcals girl I shattered my knee and its permanently disabled and I have to walk around with my brace limping everywhere and I feel like people just assume it’s cuz i’m fat 😭

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

for a bitch with an eating disorder i really dislike the idea of not eating

[anora :p @ihrtboooo]

starving in the morning/evening vs at night

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

I was bedridden for over 3 months (I’m talking using diapers because I couldn’t even move to the bathroom) and gained 50+ lbs because of it and I fucking hate myself now

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

so a lil fact about me is at the beginning of this year I absolutely shattered my leg and destroyed my knee joint permanently and now I’ll likely never be able to run again or exercise hard so I really need to restrict a lot to make up for my lack of/inability to exercise🥲

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

(covered my real name)
lately I’ve been drawing when I’m hungry as a distraction

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

does someone want to fast with me and encourage each other or whatever

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@chubspingo moots? i’m new🥹

[𐙚⋆°🦢.⋆ᥫ᭡ @jadieskcals]

i feel like such a faker when i get lightheaded during fasting… like wdym miss piggy couldn’t gather the energy from her endless amount of body fat

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@d3vilbuni hii interacting bc i’m new and you’re the first person i’ve seen on here the same age and height/weight as me🤍

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

it pisses me the fuck off so bad when my stomach has the audacity to to growl and act like I’m starving when I’m fucking fat. shut the fuck up and burn stored fat

[aiden 2 @crackingskylar]

this is how I feel when I talk to anyone skinnier then me

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@magicxrabbit currently aiming for at least 5k/day bc I broke my knee a few months ago and walking is very painful🥲 hopefully i’ll be able to get up to 10k+

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

@liviaangel1198 @L1ttleD0v3 does it make you nauseous?? the first time I dropped a bunch of weight was when I started smoking. maybe I need to give in again🥲

[beeᰔᩚ @ivebeend0wn]

everyone wants an emo bf until he’s actually emo(tional) and you have to talk him off the ledge on a weekly basis