leilalaa is 4 days binge free

new, but not new to edrtwt, acc
high sw and cw

20y, in college…
mdf, and pref dni !

cbmi: 30.9
gbmi: 16.9

I ♡ fasting, pepsi cola, and cute sets

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

10 weeks until halloween weekly accountability thread ༄˖°.🍂.ೃ࿔*:･ 🎃

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

I woke up 5lbs lighter still 🎉🎉🎉

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

today the scale says I’ve lost 5lbs and I’m three days into my fast, but that was after I shidded. I weighed 2lbs more in the morning. I hope I can get a higher wl by Saturday when I end my fast.

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

I woke up this morning with my period and I’m sick. it’s day 4 of my fast, I cried for an hour or two about being fat last night and about how I do and don’t want to eat when I was having heavy binge cravings. no wonder I was so emotional. I need to get cold tablets now too. :/

[cambria ^•ﻌ•^ฅ♡ @robbindabank127]

i think once i reach my ugw ill reward myself by ending my life!!😁😁

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

end of august 26th

feel extremely fat when I want to eat but I really wanted and want to eat today. food noise. :/ but I fasted all day again so day 3/6 done ! I’m halfway done my first week. I’m doing this 17 more times. I hope that my food noise cravings will get lesser. :///

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

10 weeks until halloween weekly accountability thread ༄˖°.🍂.ೃ࿔*:･ 🎃

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

end of august 25th

I fasted all day. I had some food noise again today, it was a I want to bored eat food noise this time. I’m only fasting till saturday now bcause I decided I want to eat every weekend in case I go out on weekends when college starts. so day 1/6 done !

[ゆり @yuri_diet_suru]

鬱の薬って、1年でこれがこうなるから怖いよね

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

today the scale says I’ve lost 5lbs and I’m three days into my fast, but that was after I shidded. I weighed 2lbs more in the morning. I hope I can get a higher wl by Saturday when I end my fast.

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

@mynymmvm @bowsnfangs yesss me too if I stick to my plan <3

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

at least I’m three days into my fast </3

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

just hung out with my skinnier underweight friends, they both take so long to eat and not even eat chicken legs when I would’ve just ate the two of them in a second. so there were two legs in total. and the one of my friends took so long to eat it and didn’t even finish it, you-

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

-couldn’t even see the bone of it and then other of my friends just took one bite of the other leg and then put the whole plate away. I feel so fking fat because I would’ve just ate the two of them. is this why I’m so fat???

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

just hung out with my skinnier underweight friends, they both take so long to eat and not even eat chicken legs when I would’ve just ate the two of them in a second. so there were two legs in total. and the one of my friends took so long to eat it and didn’t even finish it, you-

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

@getskinnygettea seriouslyyy 🫩🫩🫩

[⭐️ @getskinnygettea]

I’m so jealous of people that have 20kg or less of weight to lose. Like girl you could be done by Christmas

[pinkie @pinkiepie71]

i live in a constant state of he tryna ignore it😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

waking up and remembering you have to get 10kg steps, fast, and workout all over again

[lola. @extrasmalldoll]

i fucked up my life when i got fat

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

@dirtyfloor_mat yes yes yes yes

[erro @rikripp]

cómo se siente verse bien en persona y mal en fotos

[leilalaa is 4 days binge free @leilasdiary0]

I’ll miss my chips for now </3

[*:･ﾟ✧𝓶𝓪𝓲𝓳𝓪*:･ﾟ✧ @venusianpoison]

can't wait to get to my ugw so i can start reverse dieting... one day i will taste french toast again