Dr. LostForever

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#matched
#embound
#residencyishard

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Wanna gloat but don’t wanna sound like a show off to my cohort. So I just want to tell the world that I intubated 4.5 pts today.

0.5 cuz I had help For 1 of them.
Yay

#residencycanbefunwhenyouareoffservice #anesthesiarotation #LearningtotubeforcrashingEDpatIents

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Debating on if I wanna come back to Twitter because it allows me to vomit words without repercussion as long as i remain anon LOL

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

@avgmedstudent The first time I went to eat alone was in Vegas and I met some of nicest people

The only down side is I can’t order and try as much food with just 1 tummy

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Okay like the number of people who got engaged and married in just this past week is blowing up my head 🤯

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

And then ugly cried in some hidden corner after the rough shift 😂😂😂 but hey no one knows it was me then

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Have not cried when patient died. Not when reprimanded. Not when someone was condescending and rude. But teared up after a minor auto accident right before a rough night shift.

And oh it was in front of many people 😅 way to establish my reputation as an intern

#internyear

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

P.s. I only had 2 shifts so far but got called nurse like 999x

And called “beautiful lady” just 99x. Like should I be flattered or something?

#residency #internyear #femalphysicianproblems #shemd #whatsthepointofmydegree #nursesareawesomebutiwannabeawesomemyselftoo 🤷🏻‍♀️

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Haven’t post a while

but like holy hell how do I get myself to study harder like my cointerns r like secretly gunnery/studious or something 😭 god help me .

I just wanna bum and sleep and learn on the job

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

In Asia, people mass share ways to “wear masks better” and here we “wear chin diapers” 😂

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

My brain exploded while reading this 🤯

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Had a nightmare last night how EM physicians workforce is over-over saturated and they forbids me from entering my residency

I cannot describe the panic and pain I was in even after I woke up 😅

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Thank you!!!

Ugh if one more person go telling me that my debts are nothing and I’m gonna return it back in no time, ima smack them

And also smack those who talk about buying gold bars and sitting on gold 😑

[Sun Pirate Jimbei @ChrisDaSilva_21]

Top financial lessons I’m learning before residency.

1. The financial support to facilitate the transition to residency is woefully inadequate for anyone who doesn’t come from a high income background.

[World Health Organization (WHO) @WHO]

It’s #WorldImmunizationWeek!

By vaccinating today, you’re bringing the world closer tomorrow. Vaccines bring us closer to a world where we can travel ✈️, protected together from the threat of preventable diseases.

#VaccinesWork

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

It’s thread like this that humbles and inspires me.

Despite my many complaints, I really appreciate all the opportunities and privileges that were given when my family first came to America in 2005

Thank you Dr. Roque for sharing!

[Willy Roque Barboza, MD @wroqueMD]

A picture of my room for the first 6 months of intern year.

Now that I am looking for new apartments and #Residency is ending, I cannot avoid going back in time and reflect on how this chapter started. 1/...

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

And then there are my friends with their happy proud parents going off with their bright ass future and debt-free career

Dang it’s hard not to spiral sometimes

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

So my divorcing parents apparently aren’t civil enough to be amicable with each other for 1.5 hours just so they can come to my med school graduation.

I dont even know if I’m supposed to be sad lol

Does this mean that my dad won’t show up to my future wedding too then? 😅?

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

This feel
Except I had it easier where I am going to her house instead and listen to her unload her stress upon me 😩

[Your Kid's Fav Pediatrician, DO, FAAP, MMS @PunjabiPutri]

"Saarah, how are you not stressed for match?"

Listen I have my immigrant mother coming over this week. I gotta steam mop this tile, clean the oven, etc. I replaced stress with stress.

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

@tachymedstudent Hereee

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

@tachymedstudent 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😩😩😩😩😩😩

[Dr. LostForever @lostineras]

Ugh this anxiety for just knowing if I match tmrw is making me restless

And gosh I hate the fact I have to explain in Chinese how match work to non-med immigrant family as if it isn’t stressful enough 😩😩😩