@thebestsideof@bunnyrrexia Realll like ??? Oh my body looks like shit oh my mind feels like shit oh I am a piece of shit and everyone hates me ??? Damn it's hard. I'm luckily in remission for the bpd but I remember the hard nights and they fuckin SUCKED
I'm in a weird state where I wanna lose weight and be encouraged to lose weight disorderedly but I don't want OTHERS to harm themselves so it's like. What the hell
@kawaiicoregng YESSS IM SO PROUD!!! You will feel so much better when you recover. It genuinely makes your life so much nicer. Colors come back, joy comes back. You got this
@thebestsideof@pjjmoonchildd It's so awful. I want to encourage them but also, I feel like such a hypocrite. I also "recovered" and was good for a while, but even when you think you're good, relapses happen and it fucking sucks. I try not to comment on posts of their bodies or say any tips I did
@Jagawa333 I did this today ๐ฅฒ luckily I'm off work (my tasks can be done tomorrow) so I can still walk, but I wanted a productive morning so I could fuck off in the evening
I said id let myself have a little treat if I finished my hw. My hw is done, but I don't even want the ice cream I was thinking of. I want weed and an early bedtime I think ๐ฅฒ
@vrsxtle 675 for today! It was an estimate, tho, bc my friend got me a veg egg roll and 2 potstickers, so I guessed those were at least 400cal based on mfp and Google