making this my pinned as my inspiration and a reminder to myself that i πππ£ do it. recovery is not easy but i will be able to overcome my eating disorder one day, and so will you. treat yourself well, food is what keeps us alive.
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(very sad) highlight of my day: been trying to restrict more recently and it seems to work because my periods lasted like 1 dayβ¦ we going back to destroying our body everyoneππ
i can see my best friend slowly developing an eating disorder i'm so worried for her. the worst part is even having one myself i don't know how i can help her it kills me
tried to tell myself to stay strong and keep trying recovery but iβve been eating so much since 2/3 months.. i can clearly see it on my body i feel absolutely disgusting this is too hard
weβre going back just like one year ago when i was able to starve properly i swear im doing fuck this fuck everyone my body is so disgusting i feel terrible