Lauraine Sinuraya

rain | @Kasmaji | Sebelas Maret Univ '11 ‘19 | a celestial angel with flawless halo, dulcet horns and unseen tail.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

apalah ini. tiba2 diblock lagi. maunya apasih?

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

please let me live peacefully. its enough experiencing that kind of hurt and hard time.
let me keep those memories on my secret box. maybe sometimes i will open it, but only on my own will.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

actually i’m fine. i know i’m really fine.
its just bcs of hormone play. bad timing.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

kenapa juga kemarin harus ada telfon? kenapa juga sih tiba2 denger kabar lagi tentang dia?
i tried to be ok when she called me and told me about you. i thought i’m fine. but maybe its just my thought.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

bad timing. lagi pms malah buka2 galeri lama. trus nangis. kurang2in tololnya lah rain. udah berapa taun masih ada aja fase2 begini? hormone sucks.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

dulu gak ada gak mau ngelakuin, sekarang udah dirintis pelan2 dan mulai kelihatan hasilnya malah mau seenaknya diambil. najis.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

but why pasien awak aneh2 bin ajaib semua 😩 kasus jarang yang selo2 aja gitu. bahkan senior aja heran kalo konsulin saking speechless nya ngadepin pasien2ku 🥲

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

gapunya pasien ngeluh, banyak pasien ngeluh. gaada kerjaan ngeluh, banyak operasi ngeluh. cen menungso 😩

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

rindu mongkrang. dan kenangannya.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

the one i thought would never turn his back on me, is the one who gave the most ache.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

tension headache when got no coffee. but tremor after having it. dilemma as fck.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

you knew what you were doing and you knew that it would hurt me. but somehow that didnt stop you.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

still cant get over me yet? so you hide like this? try to make me invisible but still check on me?

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

i dont know how many times you get me in and out of your fckn list of post viewer. ridiculous. childish.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

you exclude me, again and again.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

last time maybe you thought i didnt realize. but it’s really obvious you make me feel invisible.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

3rd times.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

batuk, pilek, sakit tenggorokan, cumleng. combo quartet set. dahlah tepar.

[Lauraine Sinuraya @marvelousrain]

i hate it when you make me feel invisible