footymad

trying to keep things on the lighter side

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Coming to the conclusion I could be living with a curse.

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I’m way too obsessed with thoughts.

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Dark thoughts lingering around.

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Why do people go about talking to those around me.

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Gosh not well looked after, need to do a runner.

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Songs just scream crime sometimes

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And then I have a bad playlist immediately afterwards

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Highly recommend Spotify

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Is the true realisation here that the future is messed up

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Coca-cola well yeah is it footballs way of fucking people over that stuff. It’s handed to me and I’m like yeeee ok

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Can’t actually promote the life I live. Gosh why’s the Coca Cola been there for months

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Am I thinking about useful ideas or is my brain just in meltdown needing words to fly through to fill the time

[footymad @matttaue]

I feel like I can’t trust anything on a screen

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I look back at the past and think, why on earth were people getting me to do those sorts of moves or actions.

[footymad @matttaue]

I’ve had all these thoughts about the world being crafted for me, some disturbing life I’ll tell you that…

[footymad @matttaue]

I used to think I had a footprint on the world, Google doesn’t mention any of that but it doesn’t for others so there’s nothing to worry about

[footymad @matttaue]

I seem to have good table tennis players training me, but there’s a huge physical limitation on how much you can improve. All I think about is signing up for more. But when my life’s like this, do I pack up my stuff and go?

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Doesn’t feel like there’s anyone on my side, is it like this before life gets bad?

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I have some days and I can’t trust anywhere

[footymad @matttaue]

Idk if keeping in a good mindset is beneficial when your quality of life is in question.

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Idk what I’ve turned into again