𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

23 | they/them | ednos (high sw + cw) | DNI if fatphobic, under 18, and/or non-edrtwt!!!! ⭑.ᐟ

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@osfediet OMG CONGRATS!!!!!

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@ponybeans genuinely I would thrive with unlimited frozen slop… manifesting someone loves me enough to buy it for me for christmas

[geronimo @gerothebolter]

The way 100 people will just read ur tweet and nobody will gaf enough to press like

[eli is in recovery - check 📌 @drypastanoodlee]

something so cruel about the fact that half of current edtwt are old users who were here at young ages and relapsed at 19-22

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

also eating that in public was a humiliation ritual it got all over my face and i felt like a nasty pig i’m positive ppl saw sauce all over my face and thought i looked disgusting :(((

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

this is what i got at the festival as my omad :( cal estimates?? it had a tempura seaweed bottom crust, salmon, edamame, crab salad, and masago on top and eel sauce and spicy mayo… the crust was a cali roll also

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

i’m going to a local festival with friends and there will be lots of food there unfortch….. at least i fasted all day so i can omad

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

i KNOW twomad means two meals a day but every time i read it i think about that guy who schizo-posted on twt while on ketamine who died

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

omg i just found out that weirdo who’s dating a minor was my moot…. hashtag blocked

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@yearningforevr i hope you’re not ageric 💔

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

i’m not putting this in my bio because i wanna wait until my actual weigh-in day to make sure it doesn’t fluctuate but i just weighed myself and i was under 300 lbs i’m SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!

[mairi @maipochacco]

doctor: you have 43 seconds left to live
me:

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@iscreamforwl omg srry for the late reply but the recipe was called smth basic like “salmon in creamy sun-dried tomato sauce” but seems pretty similar to marry me salmon/chicken/whatever based on the ingredients!

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

guys crisis averted he’s so understanding i love him sm 💕💕💕

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

forgot to add one of the ingredients to my estimate and it’s ACTUALLY 1300 calories!!!! for one serving!!!!!!!! i’m going to pass away

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

i can’t go missing until i get skinny bc if they described me as having a “large build” on my poster i’d start killing

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@moonangelorexic oooh in that case u should try something new! my other fav is bday cake :D

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

@keddy210_ legit i’m never having mayo again if i can help it i had no idea it was so high in cals… new fear food unlocked 💔

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

poke bowllll with no rice for lunch (~660 cals) (mayo is sooooo calorie dense kms i’m not getting this with spicy mayo next time 💔)

[𐔌 . ⋮ mellow .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ @mellkawa]

i think either i ate too much sugar free candy yesterday or the poke bowl i ate made me sick but either way i do Not feel good :(