you know what's effort? it's doing the things that you weren't asked for, surprises that you're willing to gamble if it will be successful or not, actions that you really want to do genuinely.
i graduated from college exactly a year ago and ive been feeling a bit slow. i dont know what should my priorities be bc im just making myself happy. then i just saw myself focusing on others, pressuring myself to be this and that when all that matters is im contented.
youโre not too sensitive, and youโre not too tough. youโre not overreacting or being too cold. your feelings are valid, even if you are unsure of them. even if you donโt know why you feel that way. even if you feel guilty about it. even if it feels new and unfamiliar.
sorry but im not for this generation bc wala akong pake if the person is older than me, a relative, someone important, name it...if he/she disrespects me, ill be doing the same at never magiging bastos yun sa pov ko.
i just realized that i am person who always need to be communicated/updated. i dont like guessing game, i dont like "you should know it" situations,...tell me what you are up to, tell me everything not because i want to, but bc i need it.
learning how to be alone has been one of the most exhilarating experiences in my life. it allowed me to slow down, to stop considering others before myself, to consider myself, to get to know myself intimately, to date myself, to cry with myself, to rely on myself for support.