You cannot want to be a Muslim and still wish to remain in the gallows of free-life. For a Muslim, life is not free, it is regimented. We must live it within the limits placed by Allah. Whoever finds that he or she cannot fully submit to this CANNOT be a Muslim.
Pre-Adhkฤr lessons:
'Aqฤซdah Tahawiyyah, Creeds of Muslims:
1. No imagination can fully conceive of Him. No understanding can fully
comprehend Him.
i. Allah has endowed humans with the ability to think and make inventions.
ii. With the ability to think and invent, humankind...
@Qausahr Had a similar experience with cafergot in year 5
I thought I was going die, I remember crawling to open the door of my room in the middle of the night, so someone will atleast find my corpse before it decayed๐คฃ๐คฃ