bad day at 11:
fighting my dad in court
gettibg molested by my mom
getting groomed online
self harm (during class)
getting sexually assaulted at school
hearing voices
bad day at 16:
me no no wqnna go to class bc i feel sleepy :(
my deepest dirtiest fantasy is that someone will notice im struggling without me having to say it and they will offer me genuine concern that doesn't make me feel guilty or burdensome
(hearing a loud truck outside) they must be towing my shit. My shit is probably getting towed right now. (pain in my neck) I'm getting killed for being gay. (hungry) I'm fat. (thinking about sex) don't want that