You HAVE to enjoy life after you get off work or you gone feel like you slaving away. Like PLEASE go have drinks on a random Wednesday. YES do that beach picnic too. That’s right, go practice pottery on a Tuesday evening. That go to work, go home, go to work, go home shit is 0/10
Your feelings are always valid and yet how you are interpreting and assigning meaning based on what you are feeling isn’t always accurate.
Especially when it’s filtered through the lens of your unmet needs and the perceived threats of your trauma brain.
The wildest part about POVERTY is how much time it steals. Waiting for buses. Calling assistance offices. Comparing grocery prices. Fighting insurance. Sitting at laundromats. Being poor is a second job nobody pays you for.
Let takers get upset about your boundaries. Let drainers be turned off by your high standards. Let users reject you.
That means what you’re doing to become more authentic and real is working. That means your energy is repelling what isn’t aligned for you.
The reason you keep losing yourself in relationships is because instead of staying fully in alignment and in tune with yourself, you keep matching the vibration of the other person. Perhaps this is what you believe you have to do in order to connect.
Get comfortable being rejected by opportunistic people who recognize you aren’t easily played, manipulated or used, people who are secretly in competition, those who need to undermine you or who always get triggered by your success and those who aren’t genuinely happy for you.
"Do you want kids" actually I want to be so deeply and safely in love with a genuine, handsome, considerate, emotionally intelligent, healed provider of a man that the only feasible next option is to make him a father.
Only good comes to me.
Only good comes from me.
May any and all negative attachments be removed.
May all unauthorized connections be released permanently and completely.