max caulfield of ?twt 🦋

☁︎ he/any , 19 , mostly inactive , recov & ED content ☁︎

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

i saw this on pinterest and i like the message :)

[fern || ☕️ in strawpage! @featherleafern]

no joke when i was like 11 i had a list of all the disorders i thought i had and i’ve been right about every single one so far

[🦫🇺🇾 @doubtpointv2]

Coming to the realization that when left to my own devices for an extended period of time, I operate exactly like a 14 year old autistic boy

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@everestarves Okay yippee!! N all good I am also busy v consistently and forget to go on here let alone actually post bahaha

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@everestarves As someone who's also got that psych autism. I am soso curious as to your opinion on this !!! I don't know much about OLD / related stuff - what makes it a distinctive category & do you have thoughts on what the prevalency might be ? (Genuinely curious !!!)

[Meg @megannn_lynne]

I went 5 years absolutely terrified of bagels because of anorexia, then retried them last month. Now if I don’t eat a bagel at least once a week I go into withdrawal

[Delilah @TBeef4525]

worst part about being an American is that my favorite food is genuinely cheeseburgers. I am the target of every 'imagine a burger' joke made.

also our racist homophobic pedophile government but that's less funny

[☠️ WOLFGANG @DEADALIVEGUY_]

Everyone whos mentally ill should know that mental illness is real but our categorization of it is a social construct and there is infinitely more nuance to these disorders than the cut and dry definitions in the DSM. So there is no use in arguing over technicalities

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@malloryhastopee Yo this is my disordered account but I do have a piss kink so target audience still reached (oomfs u didn't see me here)

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@dazaiosamu9871 Some of y'all make me realize my childhood was perhaps much more normal than I once thought

[The Green Kasey 🎃 @RawbertBeef]

My intrusive thoughts are only about petting puppies and frolicking through fields of flowers because my heart is pure and they are a reflection of everything I believe in. This is, of course, applicable to everybody with OCD.

[ирис @saltwatermp3]

I'll cry over spilled milk and lonely animals and old calendars and snow turning to slush and broken robin's eggshells and lost receipts and everything else

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@nikstarve @wrathofthedeer Came here to say the same LOL

[molzy @molzysketch]

Hearing “trust your gut” is so evil with OCD. My gut is telling me the floor is going to collapse if I don’t blink in sets of 4. I’m not trusting her with ANYTHING.

[michael @FilledwithUrine]

i wanna eat 100000 calories and jerk off 40000 times

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

@WEREW0LFL0VER TYSM ❤️❤️

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

Life update cuz I logged off for a month
- turned 19 a few days ago
- struggled with relapse urges at the beginning of the year, eating has been regulated
- feeling better than I have been in a bit
- probably won't be active as it's triggering :)
Take care everyone ❤️

[max caulfield of ?twt 🦋 @nvrbpureagain]

Hai y'all I'm gonna log off for a bit. I use edtwt to trigger myself & I'm feeling strong urges to relapse despite how much happier I've been. I'm going to talk to my ED specialist so I can prevent that. Take care & happy holidays 💞

[spawn -💤 (-62lbs) @spritesesame]

may a competitive ed friendship never find me. i’m cool off that