Oh, for God's sake, I know that. Known for years. Frankly, I don't care. But I'd rather you keep that sort of thing to yourself. I just hope you realise you're choosing a life of being alone forever. You'll never be loved properly.
nobody ever talks about being like passively suicidal like yeah i'm probably not gonna do it myself but if something happens i don't really mind. i won't try to save myself. but im never that lucky