OCDerrick

I struggle with OCD, anxiety, and depression. I hope tweeting about it will be therapeutic for me.

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It's hard to remember that you will probably not even remember what you were obsessing about in 15 minutes when in an OCD moment. #ocd

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@neesasuncheuri I also have huge performance anxiety. It's been slowly detrimental to my career as a performer. You are not alone.

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@OCD_tim Hi, Tim! Thanks, man. It's been a tough year. I'm sorry to hear your ex was a trigger, but it's also good to hear it's not just me

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Good days/bad days. Fast days/slows days. Hi, Twitter. It's been a while.

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I miss her so much tonight. The holidays have been hard. I tried texting her, but she's not responding. 😞

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My heart is broken.

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I miss her so much. 💔

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She told me that no matter what happens with us in the future, she hopes I get better and conquer my #ocd. I can't believe it's over.

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It happened. We officially broke up tonight. My heart hurts so much. I've never cried like this before. 💔

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@richtaylormusic Thanks, Rich! I'm trying to stay strong.

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@TimeToChangeJP Thank you! This is exactly what I try to keep remembering in the face of all of this.

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...and it will be too late. She'll be gone.

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But if there's ever going to be a future for us, I need to do this. I'm scared that I will work out these problems and want to try again...

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I love her when she smiles at me. I love to hear her laugh. I love to make her laugh. I don't like hurting her like this.

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I've never loved someone so much and so deeply. Admitting that that same person is also hurting you is so hard.

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Our relationship is a huge source of anxiety for me, and the way she treats me sometimes is a massive trigger. Suddenly, I'm ticing. #ocd

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I'm also breaking my girlfriend's heart. It hurts so much to do that. I love her so much, but I have to get out.

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This is the hardest thing I've ever done, and I feel like I'm breaking my own heart.

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I'm so scared to be alone. #faceyourfear #brokenheart

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...but I'm afraid that's what's going to end up happening. I feel safe knowing someone is there with me if I need them.