petal’s little diary | 6/30 !! 🐟

🧊 edtwt . -16 dni 🧊 they/he | 21 🧊 172 cm 🧊 in kgs; hw:115 cw: 98 gw1: 90 🧊 bed recovery, fatphobes dni ✨

[petal’s little diary | 6/30 !! 🐟 @petalthiin]

i’m sorry 4 disappearing kai,, i love u always, inalillahi wa innailayhi raji’un

i’ll go to the bazaar every year and i’ll try all the weird hyped food and drink that shitty mocha again every year and i’ll go eat those fusion tacos we shared too, i’ll get us both press ons

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@sunblessedb0nes i kind of abandoned this account but also kind of not…

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thinking about how i’d love to do it again, how i saw a world that didn’t exist to me before getting on your bike.

i’m sorry i didn’t reach out, i wish we could’ve hung out more. today i will celebrate your life and remember the good times we shared.

sweet dreams!

🩵

[petal’s little diary | 6/30 !! 🐟 @petalthiin]

i’m sorry 4 disappearing kai,, i love u always, inalillahi wa innailayhi raji’un

i’ll go to the bazaar every year and i’ll try all the weird hyped food and drink that shitty mocha again every year and i’ll go eat those fusion tacos we shared too, i’ll get us both press ons

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first, and probably last time i’ll ride a motorcycle. i remember how terrified i was but you rode so damn safely that i couldn’t help but enjoy myself while fighting for my life behind you!! laughing, feeling the wind on my face, holding on to ur shoulders for dear life,

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my stomach is a pit and i really just want to go home and cry

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nah fuck this bro i’m about to ditch this account fr this time i cannot believe this

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@popkalss thank you kat, i will definitely dm ,, and don’t worry, please don’t apologise, ur suffering so damn much rn and i am thankful that i got to find out either way. he was such a great friend n i know he was a wonderful partner

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@popkalss @gyr0scals sending u so much love n care rn i care u so much

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@popkalss @gyr0scals I’m so sorry… I don’t even have any words. I remember when I hung out with him for the first time, I didn’t realise it would be my last. I
I can’t imagine how you feel, I’m so https://t.co/Pqa3Ea5pqR sorry i can’t say much. I’m sorry this happened

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we’re at -9 btw chat

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@muguetfield man 😭😭 so true honestly, i will gain n lose the same 2 kg , then shock my body a lil and i go down, and the same thing happens again,

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@muguetfield What has helped me is not to consciously restrict if that makes sense!! I choose to eat less but I don’t “force” myself to.

It gives me the feeling of being in control and a sense of security..!

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@muguetfield I did 4ish 5 on a really bad 2 months… be careful..

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@kovujelly I can’t tell what i’m supposed to be looking at but im scared

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@kovujelly i literally saw this immediately when i logged back onto this acc 😭😭 why are people so crazy on the internet, what happened to decorum

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@puppystarves i’m wishing you all the best in this chapter of your life! lots of health love and happiness ❤️❤️

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I think i beat BED <— is on appetite suppressing medication

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@angeldyinginme do u mind if i DM you to get some insight?

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I forgot what I’d get at -5kg but i’m gonna find out