EUROPA LEAGUE was never the dream.
Not because I didn’t want it.
Because if I’m being honest, I never thought it was possible.
What kid would?
Especially when 12 years ago I was playing non league football in the Ryman Premier and Conference South, just trying to stay alive in the game.
What kid dreams about Europe when, two weeks into the off season, his dad has to tell him he’s been released by Watford F.C. over the phone?
I was heartbroken.
My dad looked at me and said:
“What are we doing tomorrow?”
To which I replied with the words he’d drilled into me my whole life:
“We’re training, Dad.”
So we trained.
Every single day.
My dad emailed every EFL club asking for an opportunity.
One club replied.
One.
That was all I needed.
An opportunity.
@WealdstoneFC and @wwfcofficial , I’ll always be indebted to you.
Then came the move to @SunderlandAFC .
A massive club.
A massive opportunity.
And I couldn’t wait to prove myself.
But 45 minutes into my debut… hooked.
“Rabbit caught in headlights. Waste of money. Get rid.”
Then came the Championship.
“He’s not good enough for this level.”
Then the Premier League.
“Let’s give him a debut and then get rid of him.”
I understood the doubt.
I’ve faced it my whole career.
And truthfully, you doubt yourself too at times.
But I’ve always tried to live by one mindset:
Outwork your doubt.
You don’t always need to see the full journey.
You just need to take the next step.
Then the next one.
And then another.
Even when social media tells you you’re not good enough.
Even when the voice inside your own head whispers the same thing.
Keep working.
Keep learning.
Keep showing up.
Because sometimes the places you end up are bigger than anything your younger self could’ve ever imagined.
To any young player reading this, don’t put a ceiling on yourself too early.
You genuinely have no idea where this game and life can take you.
And to the boys… thank you.
You removed the glass ceiling I’d placed on myself.
What a team.
What a club.
What a fanbase.
Sunderland… rocking all over Europe ❤️🤍
And in the words of Granit Xhaka:
“This is just the beginning.”
As exciting as this summer has been and has delighted as I am to see the new signings, I can’t be the only one thinking that it is great to see these other lads who got us back to the promised land playing.
Patto, Rigg, Neil, Roberts particularly and ELF alongside them.
As exciting as this summer has been and has delighted as I am to see the new signings, I can’t be the only one thinking that it is great to see these other lads who got us back to the promised land playing.
Patto, Rigg, Neil, Roberts particularly and ELF alongside them.
So the ‘curtain raiser’ to the new premier league season is not on @SkySportsPL or @BBCSport
It’s doing my nut in a bit this… I thought it was meant to be a match for the Community.
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#CommunityShield
Great to see the #Championship season starting with Birmingham vs Ipswich. Two great clubs.
I’m delighted we (#SAFC) got out of the league in the right direction this time but this match is a great reminder that it’s a division full of big clubs. Can’t wait for kick off. ⚽️
Well thank God for that… 2-0 but goodness me… this version of football we now see is becoming so dull. Never thought I’d say it but I think I’d rather see a direct game of just hoofing it up there and having a bit of a scrap in the box. #engalb
Somewhat embarrassing to admit but I had no idea it was #RedNoseDay2025 today.
Loved it for 40 years. However, why do it a week before payday? Surely they’d get more from the public if we’ve just been paid?
#ComicRelief
Keep supporting 🔴 ❤️