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Meal plan today:
Yesterday I FUCKED up and binged but somehow didn't gain sooo today I'm gonna either have soup or rice cakes and then my bf wants to get Texas roadhouse soo I'm gonna get a ceaser salad which will be most of my cals but I think I'll be satisfied and not bindge

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@wuacals I ate so much tn I feel so shitty 😭

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@AndreyHealth @ang3licmia What are the benefits? Is it healthy?

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Like I am but bro I can't I'm finna kms

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Why does my bf not wanna fuck me is it bc I'm too fat 😭✌️

#edtwtt #edrtwt

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Planning meals ahead of time so that I don't struggle is also helping

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I BOUGHT A FOOD SCALE

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Didn't have one anymore cuz we recently moved into our own place but I'm back on track!! I told my bf I wanna eat 1k-1.5k a day MAX and he said he would help which is a really good deficit for what I am now!! Hoping to lower it as I go but starting small and doable!!

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@wniiflwrs I wish but I ignored calories just now so I'm good 😭✌️

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I need to start eating throughout the day

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Okay I started bindgjng starting fresh tmr bc I deserve a day of eating my cravings

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I'm so hungry but also nauseous

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@cutiecupcaks It tastes so bad I gag everytime

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@whitemercedes_7 I want taco bell so bad I'm gonna cry

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@jlyn1206 We have the same gws!! I'd love to be moots

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@ravenousrexia @edrconfession No fr like I'm fat and the amount of people that say "u can't be fat and disordered" is crazy I see multiple people here say it everyday like am I fat? Yea. Do I starve myself everyday and feel sick and horrible? YEA 😭 u don't lose the weight overnight

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@wuacals Remember eating a lil will help with wanting to bindge!! I can't recommend chocolate rice cakes enough they r so yummy and low cal

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@TrashyMammy @paulmccalories This is crazy pls never have kids

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@menheraB0Y @usernameselina When I was 11 and had an ed for the first time I did not have a phone bruh 😭 I really feel bad for all the kids who r like inspired from tiktok it's so sad

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And I'm have a huge bowl of broccoli with a lil garlic so we r at 220 cals so far today 😋 for dinner my bf wants pizza but I'll prolly just have a slice or 2 cuz it's small

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Nobody told me how fucking incredible chocolate rice cakes are and they r only 60 cals it felt like eating a crunchy cookie or smthn bro omg best things ever