@pinkpussypuppy ik it sucks so bad cause i wake up miserable Evil version of me and then I snap back in two days. and I hate to fulfil a stereotype too…>_<
on my boyperiod and have literally lost my mind. sobbing my eyes out, miserable and accusing everyone around me of hating me, and actively scidal. eating or sleeping doesn’t help. im ordering a vial of testosterone i can’t do this no more…
@awawawhoami everyday i discover a new way to be sad and i hope in future i can look back and think that the world has improved…..here’s to hoping ! (crazy.)
a lot of ppl say if you did well in school ur adhd was overlooked but i really fucking struggled in school and instead of trying to figure out why i was just called retarded and a failure by teachers
fifty followers everybody line up you all get a big kiss and a hug and we form a puppy pile and everybody gets to have those seashell chocolates and we can watch videos on the worst undertale aus and
im just here for the ride and to hopefully make every neurodivergent and trans patient feel a little safer in an evil world. and maybe in the future ill retrain, but im just gonna do my best for now
ive decided to not care about whether or not my healthcare degree will employ me, or if im picking the right degree. there are recruitment freezes in every trust and every position . a nurse is not necessarily more employable than an ODP, i say as they wheel me off screaming
i have to go to uni tomorrow ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
and i still haven’t found a job ˙∧˙
i wish there was a job where you can just lie in someone’s lap and be petted and do makeup all day or play games
(unfortunately i AM going to fix the world single-handedly!!!!)
I wish I could become a magical girl so that I could at least temporarily delude myself into believing that my suffering has meaning and my fighting spirit isn't ultimately just a fleeting pinprick of near-worthless light in the endless war against my own projected hopelessness