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Vent account mostly | 25 | They/Them | Writer | Artist | PTSD | BPD |

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@purehappymess Omg congrats. I hope you’re doing alright 💕💞

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Oh and I got to go to my first anime convention since before covid hit.

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Updates since my absence:
-left education (godspeed tbh I quit within the first month of the school year)
-Been working as a barista while I figure out my life
-ended up in inpatient in August (doing much better)
-Left the DBT program and started trauma therapy.

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Today’s vibes aren’t it. Nothing bad as happened. Just the vibes are off

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Hi still around. Hope everyone is doing alright 💞

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I have moved the last of my stuff in 🔥🔥

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-Got into a relationship in February with one of my best friends
-Got approved for medical assistance!

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Whew I haven’t been here in ages so here’s a TLDR of what’s been going on:

-Got into the DBT program in late January
-Left childcare, currently working as a Para at a elementary/middle school
-Hand is being looked at again (Got a MRI done yesterday)
-Just moved into a new place

[borderline insane @DeepHydrangeas]

What having #BPD feels like

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@veronicaaruby If only we lived closer 😔 lol

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Starting DBT outpatient therapy today

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Bleh it’s a rough night

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@kayfab1an Thank you I start outpatient next week 🥲

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I have three mental health appointments next week 😰

[Pain Depression & Anxiety @ILLUMINUSNUMBx]

!

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I’m unable to distract myself anymore so the reality is hitting me

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Love being back in the position I was in a year ago. Love that

[ben. 🧠 @bpdbellend]

“ur so quiet” its so fucking loud in my head

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I’m wondering if I’m turning into the abuser at this point.

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I’ve hit a wall since the beginning of the year