وأنا معدومِ الأسباب يا ربّ..
لا أملُك في الدنيا إلا إيمانِي بكَ، وتوكُّلي عليكَ ، اللهم لكَ أسلَمت، وبكَ آمنت، وعليكَ توكّلت ، أخرجنِي من حولِي وقوتي إلى حولكَ وقوتكَ، فإنّي لا حولَ لي ولا قوة.
My newest Du’a is simply, “ya Rabb, settle it.” Settle my mind, my heart and my spirit. Ya Rabb, give my soul sakinah. Let what is unsettled within me find peace in You. Ameen.
I think people underestimate how tired you can be from just having too much on your mind! Not even physically tired! Just tired of remembering things, handling things, thinking ahead, fixing stuff, making decisions, being needed, tryna stay afloat etc. That's just a lot for real.