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[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

OK WAIT MY SPOTIFY WRAPPED IS ACTUALLY AWESOME

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@mithseal being the ignored sibling but also disabled myself, it drives me crazy how often they blame the disability/the disabled kid for being born that way instead of the real problem: the PARENTS

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@stxxrgrl "trans men are nothing like cis men, they're still nice little small weak vagina uteruses, unlike the big scary muscular penis-having MEN who are always evil" but in a woke way ig

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@illn3ssamybrain HIMMM omg he's so cute

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@featherleafern fr my first thought when i found out about my disorder was "well that's dumb, i haven't been through anything that bad"
it took years of parts work and therapy to realise The Horrors™ that now have me considered an extreme case

[Rhiannon 🏳️‍🌈💪 @UnionRhiannon]

Jimothy commands it.

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@ilanonline i was just going to make my own qrt about this lmao
i love that people are becoming more aware and inclusive about trauma but goddamn jesus christ i wish we could all talk more clearly about it when one person means "stressful live event" vs the other is "literal real Torture."

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@StewieArmenian thank you for this actually
cause absolutely, yes, people deserve respect and support for their issues. a stubbed toe still hurts, you can get sympathy and help for that
but that doesn't make your situation "exactly the same (or worse!!)" than the dude with a broken leg

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@bakedclementine literally how do you not do this cause i still cry the very rare times it happens (like once or twice a year lol)

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@suchnerve me talking to that one person and getting shocked when she doesn't punch me for saying the wrong thing, or says bad stuff happening isn't my fault
(shes so nice to me i genuinely don't understand it, cannot be real, i think she has to be at least half angel or something)

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@suchnerve it kinda physically hurts whenever i accidentally touch hands with cashiers and i can't shake the feeling off for the rest of the day but that's cool no biggie

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@dekunerys i refuse to believe this so for my own mental health he and spinner were making out sloppy style whenever they won a co-op game

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

personally it comes when i have had those people repeatedly show me in little ways that they don't actually care about me or have done things to hurt me, but i still need them in my life, so the repressed hatred comes back every so often to remind me

[moonglade @gxre_lxve]

what do u call when u get this random wave of hate for everyone in ur life once in a while

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@miracide_ im booked to spend $1000 on my cat's teeth in a couple weeks and im just trying to ignore how screwed i am because she needs it but goddamn, how was i supposed to predict being poor in the future when 10-year-old me got given a kitten

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@suchnerve did this when i was a teenager and im honestly kinda sad it faded, it was so nice to have people who liked me lolol

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@tortured_poetry @megannn_lynne genuinely such a relief to know i'm not the only one with this feeling!!!! everyone hypes EMDR as being basically the cure for anything trauma-related and it's made me feel like such a lost cause for not being able to do it

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@Bread_pudding_ i will stand by this for both dabi and shigaraki, their features and scars are important parts of them!!! if you don't like them with the scars, you *don't like them*
esp dabi's cause he has them even when he first wakes up!

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@ROCKINHOPPER the skitty i took to the elite 4 who did basically nothing but toxic and spam protect

[𑣲⋆ Nix / Tomu !! ˎˊ˗ Comms Open‼️ @IdioticalNix]

I just know he whines during it

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@_Archesuchus_ porygon-z my sweetie baby, i've always loved the porygon line but z is my fav because it's weird and kinda (very) messed up just like me ;w; which also works cause im nonbinary lol

[Cloud🚦🌈 @rytrosil]

@suchnerve this is so interesting to me as an aspec person with a tendency to wooing everyone. the convincing/accompanying part especially, cause the 'accompanying' thing is a pretty new concept for me lol, sounds like a very chill way to live