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( she / her ) God Loves You

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im so fucking ugly i deserve to hide myself away for the rest of my life i csnt take trying anymore

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relapsed again i am so done fr

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thats what the lady did two days ago at least

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school starting up today means only eating when im forced too aaah so happy

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but i will have to weigh myself monthly for the meds im starting on saturday .. ill just drink a fuck ton of water and not pee. plus i think they weigh me fully clothed ( not shoes ) which 🫶🫶🫶

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havent sh in months i tried to stay clean for summer but its on again babey 😊

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i result to whoring myself out to strange creeps because at least they think my body looks alright but im so fucking ugly either way

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i just want to be pretty

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ill start restricting as much as i can while im in this house. ive let myself go, im disgusting

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im very sad

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hung ojt with a friend today and she told me she had gotten a boyfrirmd and im happy for her but fuck dude i just want to be loved like that too

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accidentally sent a snap wirh scars very visibly to my friend FUCK im krilling myself

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i fucked up so bad

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cant stand mom rn

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two years ago since zach & niko first meetup what the fuck you are a sibling to me and ill love you forever

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jude i bought the fellowship of the ring

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i think mom saw the tiny jäger shot bottle ive kept under my pillow LMFAO im so dumb i hope she doesnt bring it up ill be embarrassed

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got em 🫶

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do i go and buy cigs is the question and which do i buy lmfao im thinking malboro reds