…purged said sandwhich, then I drove around in the wilderness for another half hour. Then I cried the ENTIRE drive back home. I hate ever morsel or my physical and mental being like how I’m so fat so ugly so waste of space. I ruined my own day by existing 😀
today when I woke up, I saw my bull body reflection in the mirror and it triggered a mental breakdown. Cried the entire two hours I managed to stay at work. Then I got in my car and drove 90 min outside the city to the river, sat at the marina, drank, ate a sandwhich…
@minroscs Hate that feeling, know it all too well. Just remember it’ll pass and that you’re doing a great job! hope you’re taking care of yourself :) 😘