i feel like im not allowed to act disordered publicly until im skinnier because if i do it before i look disordered i feel like ill be perceived as just a biggie who’s too impatient to lose the weight normally. is this just me
@onlycecelie i just drink energy drinks because it has flavor, it’s carbonated so its a little more filling (at least to me,) and caffeine suppresses your appetite a bit too
08/06:
i gotta kill myself atp
steps: 7k so at least there’s that
cals: 1300/700…
i was doing so good and then my family forced me to get fast food with them 💔💔 ill fast or something next week to compensate for um. the entirety of this month so far. 😓
@seraskcals i went to my doctor and she ended up blaming me and telling me it was my fault for making my “set point” so low and that i should up my intake instead, but she also ordered bloodwork to check my thyroid function so it could be that too