Much like the iv drug use hole ive fallen in to i will die here i think
It’s really exhausting to live this way with these thoughts. I should just end my suffering earlier than my already early predicted death
My drug problem really escalated in the last 12 month didnt it.
I dont even know how or why Im still alive u guys don’t even know sigh and I’m way too like discussed with myself to talk ab it, even here
I really don’t want this life anymore