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documenting my mental decline
this is my digital diary!!!!!!!!
cw: FAT

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unpinning when i lose 30 poubds. lets see how long it takes this time. Sigh.

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@atypicalstain OMGGG IT WAS MEANT TO BEEEEE

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starting a 48 hour fast now to make up for that little blip!! we’re locking IN.

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@CALESTIALANGEL TYSMMM I WILL 🫶🫶

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@atypicalstain OHHH THIS LOOKS SOO GOOD

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i think i accidentally had at least 2000 calories today i couldnt stop. im so sad i just. Cant.

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ive been struggling to hit my steps so bad lately cus of my fibromyalgia so if u see me on stepsapp lackin just dont hate ok……

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@keekspo waittt this is smart affffffff u just put me on

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@tequilas0da I VELIEVE IN UUUU

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@faux11ennium I WANT THIS RN UGHHHHHH YUM

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telling all my friends im on a “diet” but then they start asking specific questions about the “diet”

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@derpysalterego exactly lik holy shit why is she obsessed

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@J3richolic i try to but they always make me sign a form every time and i have to call first idkkk how it works over here but thank u i might look into that😄❤️

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social anxiety is literally ruining my life hahahaha I cant even call to make life changing medical appointments because i break down hahaha and so im left to suffer in literal physical and mental pain because im a little bitch hahahahah

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@liftthemountain OMGGG LIKE WE NEED TO LOCK IN🫩🫩💔💔💔💔💔

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why am i physically full but i keep craving more food mentally am i just big back brained or what

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my life is literally horrific and there’s 0 hope but suicide is not an option so i just have to keep smiling until its real😄😄

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@zerocaffeinated awww its ok guys tomorrow is a new day🙏🙏🙏at least thats what i keep telling myself abyway idk….. i lowkey ate too much too but its ok i had today off work so im having fun watching shows 😄😄😄😄

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hi everyone how is Ur day going and what did u do and does anyone hate me cause i love you so Lmk

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@tinyl1n1 no literally omg its so annoying like i miss when i didnt have to think about it at allll

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@tequilas0da SO LUCKY i hope u have so much fun #PARTYING