it’s bizarre how everytime you get the urge to binge, you forget how truly awful it feels after.. like your brain really convinces you that this is the BEST thing to do right now, even though the rest of your body suffers afterwards..
when you're fat, i feel like every little mistake comes across as lazy or greedy, unfinished nails, wearing loungewear, having messy hair, all things that would be considered chic on a thin girl is seen as monstrous on the fat girl, everything i do is overshadowed by my weight
As of today I lost 45 pounds in 5 months without doing anything extreme. No GLP 1's, no ozempic, didnt go to the gym, and didnt buy any meal plans. Im so proud of myself and I feel so incredible. Also reversed all pre diabetes symptoms and have thoroughly impressed my doc.
I remember when I was at my bigger size someone said behind my back,
“There’d be no difference if she lost any weight because she’s not fat just big boned”
25kg difference