when sylvia plath wrote ‘please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. there are times when i will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand’ I felt that
when I was watching insecure in my early 20s, I remember thinking “how are these bitches almost 30 still going through this”
at 29…baby I underSTAND do ya hea me!
A man starts consistently having financial issues around me is evidence that he betrayed me in some way some how I just can't prove it.
Also car issues.
Little by little I’ve been letting go of my vices like smoking, drinking, too much sugar, etc.
And it gets easier over time because I just don’t want to put my body in a position where it has to fight to feel good.
I deserve to feel good and healthy all the time.