eve

bed recovery ana relapse lol .. fatty high sw
(-46/118 lbs) 5’7
🇨🇦

[eve @starrvfreak]

ok obviously I had to flip one of the pics so it’s not exactly same but close enough

[eve @starrvfreak]

oh !

[eve @starrvfreak]

this when my dad would eat a bowl of cake batter

[𝐾𝛼𝜏 🌸 🐰 (6/24) @blossomkc4ls]

binge eating has been so ingrained into me since i was a kid. having a parent who binge eats normalises it so much. like, she and i would eat a whole pack of tim-tams between us regularly. we'd eat a whole package of dip with a whole sleeve of crackers and that was so normal

[eve @starrvfreak]

@astroniccc we got this tho

[eve @starrvfreak]

@astroniccc bro I’ve been stuck at 192 for 3 MONTHS 💔 I FEEL U!!! I’m so tired of maintaining idk what’s wrong with me blah

[eve @starrvfreak]

lies I had to stop smoking bc its literally how I formed my binge ed

[Ramskull @melting_ramskul]

Everytime someone asks me how I deal with the munchies i genuinely don’t have an answer because I don’t get them often or at all

[eve @starrvfreak]

gonna be 26 and still fat… am I trying to live a miserable shit life or something ??what is wrong with me

[eve @starrvfreak]

who let me go out like this at 300lbs bro

[eve @starrvfreak]

like I’m looking through my bc pics right now and it’s just pure fatspo

[eve @starrvfreak]

I should just start posting fatspo this is real this is me

[eve @starrvfreak]

@dietpixiie HELPPP im sorry i laughed so hard this is so fucking funny omg i just relate too much

[idil @th1n_veils]

weightloss expectations

[eve @starrvfreak]

@dietpixiie I feel u bro .. one day we’ll have the money to tighten things up💀💀😭(tbr thank u for this though, I feel less lonely abt this sort of thing now)

[Mads | semi-recov @Madsiepoop]

i’m kinda obsessed w this photo from last night

[robin 𐙚 @limbicangel]

it’s not even body dysmorphia im just disgusting looking

[eve @starrvfreak]

who else got scammed into a triangle scheme when they were 18 bc they wanted to lose weight? just me? RIGHT

[eve @starrvfreak]

my loose skin😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[eve @starrvfreak]

I need starve

[ellie @ellienxia]

hate how other ppl are just naturally skinny while i have to starve myself to death just to be skinny. what did i do wrong for this to be my life