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i want a personal apology from god for my continued existence

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@FE_Red_Dragoon i’m quite partial to citrinne’s “i have a gift for you!”, i gave her the funny vantage/wrath build and that’s the one she rolled most often

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@AlevierDorja @angryaboutbikes my therapist said it best, having adhd is like constantly swimming up a river. meds can put you in swimming pool for a few hours, but you still need to learn how to swim

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@AlevierDorja @angryaboutbikes i wish you the best with finding the help you’re looking for. i started adderall recently and it certainly helps, my stray thoughts go quiet and my brain and body actually listen to me. i still need to find motivation and willpower myself though, it doesn’t give me that

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@notbubbawallace @laserloony @meowingabyss also happened to me halfway through undergrad and it’s continuing to beat my ass through my master’s. worst part is that because you can point to a general timeframe where everything broke down, a lot of therapists think that means you got depression and won’t give you an adhd dx

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@AgentBraise @SafsLeKirb certainly fits the mold. it’s pure white and all of its materials are “pale ___”, lives in caves, and is constantly screaming. also i think it would be funny that it literally can’t see color and is still racist

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@Calxiyn i think a gothic lit theming with frankenstein, jekyll & hyde, or dracula would indeed be interesting. headless statue honestly called to mind ozymandias, and personas that represent forgotten or twisted identities moreso than actual entities per se would be neat to explore too

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@FE_Red_Dragoon her design has always interested me but she felt bad to use and got benched :( then i recently came back to awakening after 10 yrs now that i’m actually good at fe and valkyrie miriel has been one of my army’s top 3 combat units somehow? married her to anna via gay mod :)

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@excelblem i never understood why the consensus on soleil is that she’s completely average, she always ends up the fastest unit in my army with excellent damage even in lunatic endgame. i guess anubis has decided i am truly for the girlies

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@Laszlo_Vincze @turbomander getting shakespearean with it is often a hit in my experience, i’ve gone with cordelia and ophelia before

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@FreyEmblem i find myself mostly listening to the fates and valentia osts, i find that fates in particular gets even better the more closely you listen

also if you are able to, say, legally access the premium arrange/horse and rider albums, they really do elevate the series’ best hits

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@DukesDukeDukes @HopscotchJimmy @rtm3461 @Eric_Erins you’re both right, I’m from Denver and moved to Chicago - people ask me what I miss the most, it’s the weather/nature, people ask me why I stay in Chicago, it’s the walkability and Interesting Stuff. Denver is absolutely the best in the country for outdoorsy folk though

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@ThePlatinumangl I do, it’s hard to remember I can use my normal volume with them but it’s a wonderful feeling. I hope you also have people like that

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@ThePlatinumangl @oncloud_e or too quietly! i’ve basically been forced to shout my whole life just to be heard and now apparently i’m too loud ;-;

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@SoliSolitaires mind you i had never touched comp before, like i was still figuring out how double battles even worked, so it’s a wonder i didn’t just quit then and there

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@SoliSolitaires the friend who got me into vgc liked to bully me with the most random ass sableye sets in gen 8, and i distinctly remember one of our earliest matches where he hit me with quash sableye + fishious rend dracovish

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@SomethingInWorl fun challenge, thanks for making it!

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@SomethingInWorl I felt like I was doing terrible and then I find out I’m about twice as brainrotted as the average person lmao, my friend was like “I was gonna ask which one carried but for you I realized it’s all 3”

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@zwixxi @sosonosonosono and then you somehow, someway, end up running behind and show up late anyway ;-;

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@UpIsNotJump in my experience, he specifically fucks over silent given that each of his forms aggressively punishes sly and shiv engines and poison isn’t really an engine itself right now. i think it’s a better direction than before, but they absolutely need to tone down devour