Woah a year and a half later and i still think about him everyday and i still have night terrors about him yet also wake up even more terrified because i don’t have him
and i fucked it up so hard and it pisses me off // biggest regret of my life. i think about it everyday. how much i love him and miss him and wish he were with me.
Not to mention, he’s a man.
And they kept it from me til they announced it to the company.
AND he was boasting about the office today being like “woah, I’m missing my shared office with you guys, it’s so quiet in my SOLO OFFICE”
I legit couldn’t sit at work while my co-brand ambassador got the promotion that I WAS PROMISED and my boss told the department “NO she is too valuable where she is”
Lost out on double the pay, a job I’m passionate about, benefits, and mileage reimbursement just because I’m “too fucking valuable” at my current placement