andi 🎞️

dreaming of bmi 16 | 23

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

taking my depression medication with alcohol because at least one of those should make me want to die less

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

literally one of my biggest reasons for wanting to lose weight

[Nox @Noxxer0]

You dont need to be skinny if youre hot as fuck but I'm chopped as fuck so being skinny is a must

[jo 🦢 @gir1sp0]

i don’t feel like i have an eating disorder i feel like i’m just a fat girl who can’t stick to her diet

[𑣲 𝒔𝒌𝒚𝒆 @_GetFreeee]

even eating a normal amount of food feels like binging

[bell 𖤓˚࿔ @belltwothree]

no one:
my brain: everyone is LOOKING at you because you are so FAT and HUGE and CORPULENT and they cannot believe somebody that big is still walking unaided

[angel @morningfiction]

-10 kg rn would fix me

[mia ₊˚⊹♡ @dietapricots]

irls losing weight is so triggering 😭 that’s supposed to be MY THING

[the bfg @chubbeegirly]

dream build idk

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

my boyfriend is breathing so heavily rn and giving me the ick and playing video games it’s pissing me off but i also feel guilty for thinking these things about him bc i should just leave

[ava ౨ৎ | 5 days binge free @w0wthatscrazyyy]

"but i used to be able to restrict so easily" I scream as they drag me into the padded room

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

anyway just sh for the first time in two years bc i hate the fat on my body

[cybergirl ´ཀ` @overdosedgf]

i feel like my ed is invalid until im underweight

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

when i talk about my relationship on reddit and think maybe i described it wrong bc everyone says to break up with him

[𝒮𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀 ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ @sparkawaylikeu]

Hmh

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

okay why is everyone on edrtwt skinny today

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

no i don’t think you understand i could never be skinny enough

[❦ @do1llove]

seeing thinspo irl is 10 times worse than on social media

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

when not hehe 😔

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

i hate hehe i’m laying on my side and it’s like i can feel the fat on my stomach

[andi 🎞️ @strvingandi]

maybe it’s just my disordered brain but sometimes i think ariana looks fine and maybe we are being dramatic