no i’m not going to acknowledge this is a disorder because once i reach my ugw, i’m stopping. i can’t see myself going below it, why would i want to ?? please just let me be delusional, this isn’t something i want to deal with. in my head, it’s just a weight loss plan, that’s it.
Ik I'm not the skinniest in here and I still could improve, but I just wanted to let you guys know it's SO worth it eating more & walking than eating less and rotting
This is my non-fasted body eating ~1600 calories and I'm not even tall
#edrtwt#edtwt#shedtwt#bodycheck#wl
there’s a low bmi threshold that once you go past it, the “skinny is the outfit” thing no longer applies, and you just look like a ghoul. no baby tee, low rise jeans or skirt can save you from looking like death
back home, i feel awful, fat, evil, disgusting, i am bad just a bad person with a sick heart and maybe that’s why I’ll never truly be beautiful. this isn’t about beauty anymore anyway, i will punish myself until the day i die
Tive um descontrole alimentar fudido só com o estresse que minha mãe me causou. Pq ela me odeia tanto? Tudo ela faz a questão de implicar, reclamar e ainda se doer quando eu respondo a altura. Pq eu tenho que ser uma gorda de merda com um relacionamento ruim com a mãe.