When you constantly repeat something for days on end, joke or not, it becomes your reality as the subconscious believes it and the universe responds to it.
So, be very intentional with what you are telling and joking with yourself about.
If you want to maintain healthy relationships in your life you have to learn how to reconcile the right way. When you mistreat or mishandle someone that you love and care about, apologize to them AND address the issue. Waiting for time to pass hoping it will get better is (1/3)
TW: Su*c!de
This is one the reasons I decided I’ll never get laser eye surgery. The % of people that end their lives due the pain is too high & it can reverse. My mum works in an eye hospital & she said why do you think all the doctors wear glasses.. what does that say?!