If you want to know who am i? Or What kind of person am i?
Stop taking suggestions and help from others and observe yourself. This is rawest who are you.
In simple words:
I think whatever struggles we do on daily basis including education, moving to other countries or choosing different carriers, making lifestyle, choosing life-partners are basically for going towards where you belong; not as an upgrade.
Study the philosophy of belonging:
Human existence as embedded in world, relationships, and cosmos (Heidegger: being-in-the-world, dwelling).
Not mere upgrade, but authentic integration and homecoming.