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drinking my dumb bitch juice 🥤 22 and relapsing (again)

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When I taste the apple cider vinegar cinnamon turmeric cayenne lemon ginger mint honey paprika green tea chili pepper celery herbal mineral water I made as a meal replacement

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THANK GOD

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@zero_sweetbby They really need to expand, they’re fantastic

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Have no clue what I want to meal prep this week. All I know is it’s gonna be from Trader Joe’s lol that place has my whole heart and the produce (at least by mine) is super cheap

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So that’s my life. Not weighing myself is helping, or aka trying to weigh myself but having the batteries crap out on me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I’m a mess but a cohesive mess

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Anyways update on my life: I’m not restricting cause lifting weights at the gym + wanna gain muscle but the orthorexic tendencies are back. I hate how I teeter totter this way, it’s so predictable. I was drunk at cheesecake and couldn’t get those damn voices out of my head

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And then leave. She texted me last month asking for availabilities and told me to hit her up whenever I figured my schedule out. Lol. No

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@AllQuietOutside I.... lmao WHY that sounds like something my mind mid binge would come up with smh

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I love when people lose weight and attribute it to the Keto diet they’re on, and not the sudden calorie counting and 1200-1500 intake which is probably 1000+ cals down from their regular diet beforehand. Idiots

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I want my hips to jut out again and I’m so angry at myself for thinkin like this smh

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Worked out 4 days last week, bumping it up to 5 this week finally. My body I think is adapting faster to the workouts and becoming less sore so we can finally get to WORK amen

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@zero_sweetbby I’ll def tread w caution 😬

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Trying to legitimately try recovery lol does anyone have a free pdf of Life Without Ed or Intuitive Eating: A Revolutionary Program that Works cause I’m so tired of this shit

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Is my recovery just going to become a type of orthorexia ? Yes probably but AT LEAST I CAN GO OUT AND EAT WITH MY FRIENDS CAUSE HOLY SHIT I AM LONELY

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Guess who didn’t binge last night but instead just ate a lil but of bread pudding like a normal fucking person that doesn’t think in black or white catastrophic scenarios?? Me.

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Ahhh I love the gym