sybil 💒

𐐪 rotting doll ♰ 28 ♰ 150cm ♰ lesbian ɞ

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@zifishie @fr4gi1eb0n3s it definitely does & there's a huge difference between eating 1k cals a day at 5'9" vs 4'10". i'm also 4'10" and 1k would be v slow wl for me. but at the same time if u keep going way beyond what's healthy, even if u high res/do it slowly, ur still disordered!

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@SkinnyAdmirer i don't think you should be posting this girl's images. she is actively on hospice and is not on edtwt.

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@neocollector there's literally cases & research on people who experienced food insecurity developing eds from it after things improved for them too. it has never and will never be such a black & white thing.

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@tobeprettyaud @decomposedmoth noooo!!! muscle wasting and being sedentary are horrible for ur health and make u even more prone to osteoporosis. plus more muscle=more cals naturally burned. pls get a *reasonable* amount of exercise and take care of urself :)

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@iluvyoshida @idkwhatimdooinn "i want to die, please let me die" and then she kept repeating "why? why? why?" over and over :(

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@yazlienn i forgot i made this post lmao but ya it rly works! it takes like a month to rly kick in but it's also good for inflammation etc. it p much kills food noise for me. no guarantees obv since everyone is diff but other ppl online have said the same

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

ive said it before ill say it a million times I HATE BEING SHORT

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

i hate naturally beautiful people (no i don't i just hate myself. good for them)

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

she's so beautiful but :( i hope she's ok

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

coworker took a video of me singing karaoke at work today (we have a lot of fun) & it cured my bdd for the day maybe I'm not fat after all

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

WHY IS EVERYONE CUTTING OFF THEIR FINGERS

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@Yippiebpd @lizisstarving it's bc they're trying to compensate for the 30% fees that ue/dd takes from their sales, but i heard u can report them for changing the prices from what's advertised online lol👀

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

@cole_trevo7297 @plugalleey i knew i should have censored x*n*x 🤦🏼‍♀️ fuck off

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

getting addicted to xanax again would fix me i think.

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

i love my friends so much & i will always be there for them no matter what but i feel so alone. all i have is my ed. nobody ever asks how i am. i do so much and i don't mind it's in my nature but i just have to accept that it will never be my turn. i don't deserve it.

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

this is gna sound so immature and pathetic but i hate being the "strong friend" so much nobody in my life has the capacity to hear me out yet i always have to be there for them & be strong & help in any way i can when they're going thru it :(

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

there's a girl on here (won't say who) who i donated some clothing and coloring books to off twt and she showed me a photo of her in dms & i instantly recognized her & now i feel so awkward omfg. not that i regret helping her out at all but what are the odds?!?!?!

[sybil 💒 @tinylarvae]

i miss my orthorexia a little tbh i used to get such a rush just from making grocery list after grocery list with meticulously calculated macros😓 but it precluded a severe binge era from getting on birth control that made me wanna kms so it doesn't have a good connotation to me