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nutrition basics & harm reduction: a thread for edtwt

(rt pls, lots of people could rlly be helped by this info!)

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@cimamonroIIcalz aw echo you’re so sweet, thank you. you’re right. looking back at my acc makes me realize that recovery is so worth it, even when it’s hard. but i’ll keep fighting :)

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@trannorexic thank u theo ur so sweet :) i hope you’ve been doing alright!! <3

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@CuntyPea aw thank you so much !!!

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@bunnieslilblog i really hope you find recovery again bun <33 you deserve it

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kinda fuckin w the idea of recovery lately,, but then how am i gonna cope ?? 😭 u feel me?

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hey edtwt long time no see lmao. i gained like 20 lbs in 2 months, a lot of it is muscle from T & working out tbf. but its also a lot of fat so my body dysmorphia is going fucking crazy & every time i come on here lately i get triggered :// but just updating to say i’m ok!!

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also it’s so crazy how u can only see how small u were after u gain weight. atp i literally just want to be happy in my body as it is instead of constantly wishing for what i used to have, or what someone else has. idk y’all. this eating disorder honestly getting kind of old 😐

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hi i’m sorry if anyone has noticed my absence, @ moots i genuinely miss u guys sm but i’ve been too emotionally drained to come on twt lately :( i hope u guys are doing well tho & hopefully i’ll be back on here soon <3

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@satellitecals holy shit that’s wild omgg

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hey hi hi! tell me something (unrelated to ED) that made u happy recently!!

i am in a bad place lately, but my dog brings me sm joy & the weather is finally warming up where i live ☀️ trying to focus on the good thingz

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i’ll never pass as a boy ever with these fucking cheeks n face shape :(

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why does my face only stop looking actually obese when i’m at bmi 17 or below?? fuck I’m so sick of this shit

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@Harpamo oh my god fr?? this is so sweet ily!!! <3

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@cinnabunboy 🥺 thank u cinnabun this helps a lot 🫶

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ur boy is officially on T :)

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hmm lately i been wanting to smoke weed Every night just to escape reality. but maybe i can indulge just for a couple weeks until things get easier? things will get easier soon.

like i’m happier than ever but so scared to come out & it’s just overwhelming i don’t wanna thinkk

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@npkkt omg ab goals :0 !!

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@bat_spo omg that’s so exciting!! congrats :D

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just picked up from da pharmacy!!! aaa!!!!! taking my first shot tomorrow at the clinic :3

might fuck around & recover tbh?? or at least switch to gymbro vibes? idk if i wanna be Bones anymore, now that i’m realizing how much of my ED is based on gender dysphoria

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@Bubbles_100 oh u KNOW i thought of u first bubbles LMAO best gymbro fr 😤😤 (ik ur not a boy but yknow) but honestly yes i will dm u hehe :)