Washing my hands 4 or 5 times before I even begin to think they're clean. Please tell me I'm not crazy or alone? My fiance thinks I'm being ridiculously dumb and I need to know that I'm not alone in this
So I'm having a really hard time and I seriously need reassurance that I'm not the only one this has happened too. Recently I've become real OCD about germs, and touching certain things without freaking out and literally having to force myself to ( 1/3 )
Finish the task and breath. I have been panicking over being in public ( but I blamed my anxiety.) I feel like nothing is clean enough and it has to get done. This is my second night that I'm losing sleep because i feel like things are dirty. I'm also ( 2/3)
It seems as though nothing ever works out for me. The second things are seeming better something happens and destroys it all over again. Worst thing is I'm alone dealing with this. My fiance doesn't think much about it.
Do you ever physically FEEL the fat on your body?
Like you can FEEL your thighs getting larger
Like you can FEEL the fat being stored on your hips
Like you can FEEL the fat depositing itself on your body
It’s like fat is a FEELING.
A physical, feeling.
Wanna know how my day's going? I live in AZ, but we made a trip to Missouri to go pick up a puppy and ended up having $100 dollars taken out of my account for something I thought I had already paid for and now I'm fucking stuck.