lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

edtwt, she/they💌, persian, 17

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

me when I gain after a whole week of binging:

[nini 🎀 @ninicls]

i wish i could be normal. i wish i could enjoy the rest of my teenage years eating sweets whenever i want to, drinking hot chocolate on a cold winter day, wish i could go out with a friend and buy an ice cream without having to fight the urge to buy a whole pint

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

~feb 21st
I binged to the point it physically hurts. I was in so much pain earlier, I could barely even talk. I feel so so horrible.

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

✧༺mid February accountability thread 🪡
bc I need to hit my fucking gw by the end of the month
[14-28]

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

~feb 20th
Broke my 48 hour fast with a Caesar salad. I had all of it. ALL OF IT.

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

بمیر بکش خودتو خدایا

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

I’m so mad at myself

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

I cant I literally can not continue to live if I won’t hit my gw

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

I will key em es istg I will kill my fucking self if I won’t fast

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

There’s 7 day left in February I need to fast the whole damn week to reach my gw KOMAK

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

@aystarving خوشمزه هم بود متاسفانه اگه دوباره crave کنم میکشم خودمو

[roxie !! Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑) @roxiethins]

me when the scale goes up after i’ve binged for 6 days straight

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

My period ended and we’re back at home, no excuse to not starve. I will fucking fast I can’t not reach my gw by the end of February

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

@dietsmok اسکینی میشیم و we gon rule the world 🕯🕯

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

ISTG I WILL KEY EM ES IF IM NOT SKINNY THIS EID

[lena୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @tryinnottoeat]

I won’t let myself buy ANY kinds of clothes until I hit my gw