This side of twitter is basically dead so im just using this acc to scream into the void like a defunct blog site srry. If any of my m00ts are still around hi i hope youre all doing well, im gonna be using this acc again even if im the only one here tho haha
I had actually recovered from my ED too for this k!d’s health and safety and once again life has struck me down. I might just have them take my shit out completely so i dont keep going thru this. Its not healthy physically and its chipping away at my mental too. Im tired man.
TW Miscarriage / pregnancy stuff
The agony of being biologically programmed to want to have ch!ldren and being overly fertile, yet your body being unable to properly form the f3tus once it gets to the important parts haha :’)
Im just. Built different.
Btw its not gonna make it to term because my body is a hostile environment for these kinds of things so dont worry ab me endangering it or anything :’) im having to DNC it, procedure is set for like a week from now. I wasnt ready to take care of another person anyways i guess.
Should i post my 20 week pr3gn4ncy belly just to scare yall (totally not to use as a b4 pic when i get this taken care of and get back to my normal self)
Should i post my 20 week pr3gn4ncy belly just to scare yall (totally not to use as a b4 pic when i get this taken care of and get back to my normal self)
Im back again for realsies this time yall i got a divorce and moved halfway across the country because life is too short to sacrifice years of your life towards a future that you dont even have guaranteed.
Trying to restrict or fast while working a physically taxing job is miserable. If I pass out at work I get drug tested and I’ll end up losing my job so I have to eat nutrient dense OMADs in the mornings just so I don’t pass out but at the same time nutrient dense foods SCARY