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im 24 - i can NOT purge myself ‘caus i have EMETOPHOBIA ❗️hw : 76,5 cw : 57.6 gw : 50 ugw : 45 lw : 52

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

depression cured

[ෆ @minjukongju]

my stomach is huge my thighs are huge im huge, huge huge hugeee

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@likealotus222 you still lost a lot!! be proud of you really

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

back then i struggled to get it over my thighs but now I can close it easily and sit down without feeling compressed. i swear i could cry with joy ive found my favorite pants again after almost two years of gaining and losing weight 🥹

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

I did my ritual humiliation 🤠🤠🤠🤠🤠🤠(trying to fit into my favorite pants when I weighed 20kg less)

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@dahyughost ça fait plsr fois que je te vois dans ma TL et tes tenues c’est que des 10/10 j’aime trop ton style

[salma @salmarexia]

when someone is 2cm taller but 10kg lighter than you

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

when you sit next to a boy and their thighs are skinnier

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

tw // sh , scars

6 months clean tdayyy!! 🤍 but i was once 6 years clean so i still have a long way to go but im very proud

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

i just like to go for walks because sometimes there's a cat

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@hctysn 1,200 to 1,400 bc im doing a lot of sport + work + school

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@0calmia omggg you are so real for this lmao 😭

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@calsyuna mold i think 🤢

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

what my bf was about to eat… im feel so nauseous now omg 🤢

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@lettucerots the way it haunts me and i was not the one eating it lmao 😭 he ate one im looking at him like 🫪r u ok?🫪

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

@kyivyasha frrrr it’s so annoying 💔

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

knowing i still have to lose 10 to 12kg to reach my ugw omg i cant even tell how tired i am

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

i hate the left pic with all my heart but it was the body of someone going through two losses at the same time (still is, but anyway...) who was taking a lot of medication just to survive... sometimes it hurts to insult that version of myself

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

im wearing the same clothes as in the first photo... about a 20kg difference since December

[🍓 @yukiwilyla]

yesterday I didn't do any sport, I just walked 10k and ate pretty well with the goal of doing lots of sport today... and in the end I can't do anything today im just shaking and struggle to breathe even though it's not even hot anymore.. shame on me

[chess. ❥⋮ CotE POSTING🌍✨ @_clairebennet]

I’m tired of biting my tongue. I do think there’s something very evil about calling a suicidal person selfish for not wanting to feel like shit anymore & trying to make them feel guilty just because people have gone through worse & not harmed themselves

[computer @computer1010101]

I hate that I have to present my face to the world for everyone to look at. I want to walk around in a paper bag, free from judgement. Ideally I'd like to rip off my skin

[sujey ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ @chocomiilk222]

-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween
-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween
-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween
-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween
-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween
-30 lbs by Halloween
-13 kg by Halloween

[josiah Ⴟ ☽☾ ∞ @S1CKHEARTS_]

childhood depression was the lamest shit ever. i was thinking id be better off dead at like age 9-10 wtf